I watched it begin again...

"Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do"

"Walked in expecting you'd be late

But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you"

 
"You pull my chair out and help me in

And you don't know how nice that is
But I do"

"And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did"

"Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end"

"On a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again"

"What's past is past"

Nope, this is not the whole lyrics. This is just my favorite parts of this tune. I've been listening to this song for the past two weeks over and over again. I am in love with this song. It's like... this guy Taylor met was very nice and polite and... loves her so much. They're both feel comfortable with each other.

"Comfortable."

Suddenly you popped out on my mind. You said that word to me every time i asked 'what makes you fall in love?' or 'how do you know when you're in love?'. You'd say 'if she could make me comfortable around her.' 

Yes, i do remember.

Unfortunately, i'm not the one for you. I'm not made to be yours. Not yet, maybe. Well, i don't know. Do i ever crossed your mind? Or the reasons why i keep holding onto this 'uncertainty' about us? Do you even wanna know WHY? Why do i keep crying for you at nights? Why do i keep thinking about you when you don't even care about me? Why do i fall for your sweet-nothings? No. You don't wanna know, because you don't care. :-)

Remember when we always talk late at night? Remember all those words you said to me? That night when i threw a birthday party for my 16th birthday at my house.... You came. I wore a black dress and one pair of converse. You almost hugged me. When you arrived home, you text me, you told me that i was beautiful. That i was pretty with that dress and you loved it. And then, you asked me out. Just the two of us. You and me. I am freaking out... Overjoyed.

We went out. To a mall. We were having so much fun, we ate dinner together. Well, i ate dinner. Pasta and Lemon Tea. You just ordered a glass of Ice Coffee. But, you didn't like the coffee because it was too bitter for you even though it's perfect for me.

We went home. You drove me, but we didn't directly went home. We went somewhere else. You took me going around the city. I've never saw something so beautiful with all the lights and stuffs. I smiled. You smiled. We were both happy. Once.

That was the last time of everything. Now, i feel like that night was a beautiful goodbye. Yea, beautiful and sweet. But now, it's bitter.

I just wanna say thank you for the last one year. I watched you transformed to a better guy. From a player, to a perfect lover. I hope if you're with someone else right now, you could love her right and treat her like a princess. Ah, 'princess'. I was once called a 'princess' by you. And.... I hope that she could love you more than i do. She could love you endlessly and... honestly. A true feeling from her heart, not just because you're cute and you've got the most perfect smile i've ever seen.

:-) ciao!

Ok, this is about you. & you. Both. :-) (part II)

Where to start? Gimana ya. Oh yes, let's start from the nicknames I gave him. Kadang gue manggil dia "lele" kadang "21" because his name starts with the letter 'U'. Dan huruf itu adalah huruf keduapuluhsatu dari duapuluhenam huruf-huruf yang ada. Atauuuu si "ehem" hahaha :b ada satu nama panggilan yang nggak pernah gue kasih tau ke dia, and that's "cimit" yeaaa. If you guys are about to ask me what I like in him, I actually love everything about him just the way he is. Aduh kalo lo semua tau senyumnya itu brrrrrrr suppa sweet!
Gue gatau mau cerita darimana. Jujur, gue nyesek sekarang. Cerita yang udah gue rangkai bagus-bagus..... Gaakan bisa gue tulis disini. Gue kesel. Gue sedih. Awal gue kenal dia kelas 10. Yaaa setipe lah ya sama cowok-cowok yang merasa dirinya keren kece ganteng cool and whatever itu. PLAYER. Yup, he was once a playboy. Sok-sok mainin cewek. Ah, udahlah kenapa jadi ngomongin kejelekkannya kalo seharunya gue ngeliat positifnya? Hehe.
Deket sih, tapi ya gitu-gitu aja. Bukan deket yang 'friendzone' gitu. Engga. Boro-boro haha. Ya pokoknya lo taulah deket gimana. Deket yang ngga kayak orang temenan, yang diem-dieman tapi kalo lagi asik ya asik-asik aja.
Pokoknya sampe gue kenaikan kelas ya gue sama dia gitu-gitu aja. Gaada yang spesial :-)
Pas tahun baru, ada kejadian. First of all, gue BUKAN mau ngejelek-jelekkin 'sahabat' gue disini ya, gue cuma mau CERITA. Paham? Good. Yaa pokoknya dia jadi deket sama 'sahabat' gue padahal jelas-jelas 'sahabat' gue itu tau kalo gue sayang banget sama dia dan yang paling parah adalah 'sahabat' gue itu sudah mempunyai seorang kekasih. Ciatttt bahasa gue. Pokoknya mereka berdua deket banget deh, ngalus-ngalus satu sama lain. Sakit? Pasti. Bullshit kalo ada yang bilang digituin itu gapapa. HAHA. Dia minta maaf, sampe nangis-nangis. Sampe sekarang, gue ngga tau gue udah maafin dia atu belum karena yang salah kan dia tapi di twitter *yup, that fucking social media* dia nyindir-nyindir gue dengan kata-kata yang bikin gue SAKIT HATI banget. :-) In case you read this, maafin orang ngga segampang lo ngeluarin kata-kata yang bisa bikin hati orang sakit. Tolong pahamin itu ya.
Oke, kembali ke orang yang pengen gue ceritain ya. Nah, jadi pas kenaikan kelas itu entah kenapa kita jadi deket. Dia jadi sering main kerumah gue dan kita jadi sering bbman. Gue masih inget setiap bbm yang dia kirim ke gue. Mau bukti? Gue masih inget ketika dia bbm gue untuk ngajak gue jalan BERDUA AJA for the first time. Yaa pokoknya gue sama dia kayak sama-sama pdkt gitudeh. Hehe. Seneng? BANGET. gausah ditanya itumah. Terus kita jalan berdua, makan malem berdua, gitu-gitu deh. Satu kata: Ba-ha-gi-a.
Semenjak dia sering main kerumah gue, dia jadi deket sama nyokap gue. Dekeeeeet banget.
Gue jadi yakin sama dia. Gue memutuskan untuk nungguin dia. Karena gue udah ngerasa 'deket' sama dia tuh 'deket' yang beda. 'Deket' yang udah mau jadi pacar. Jadian.
Ternyata, sia-sia semuanya. SIA-SIA. Sampah. Ngga penting. Ngga guna. Fucklah.
Lo tau kan? Ya gitu, dia jadian sama yang lain dan blablabla whatever. Gue ga mau tau. Gue gamau peduli. Bener-bener sakit. Lo tau sesek? Yap, dada gue sesek.
Harusnya gue dengerin kata temen-temen gue kalo dia itu emang belum berubah.
Tapi, dia baik kok. Baik banget. Gue aja sampe sayang banget sama dia.
Gue ngga kuat untuk ceritain semua detail-detailnya disini. Too much memories. Dari perasaan ini sebenernya gue belajar. Belajar ikhlas dan meneriman kenyataan. Belajar paham ini toh rasanya 'satu orang, sejuta kenangan' yang orang-orang bilang susah untuk move on-nya. Bener. Mereka semua yang udah ngerasain ini emang bener. Susah banget ngelupainnya. Kayaknya tuh disaat lo udah bener-bener ngga mikirin dia, tiba-tiba ada aja yang ngingetin dia.
Udah ya. :-)

Buat lo, gue harap lo ngerti. I don't want to spend the rest of my life regretting about something that i DID NOT do. Gue cuma mau bilang untuk saat ini gue sayang banget sama lo, entah sampe kapan. Sayaaaang banget. Oh yea, nyaman. Itusih udah pasti banget. Gue ngga mau munafik ya, gue gabakal bahagia kalo ngeliat lo bahagia sama yang lain dan bukan sama gue. I won't wish you the best with anybody else. Jahat? Emang. Tapi gue gamau bohongin diri gue sendiri dengan bilang gue gapapa ke diri gue. Didepan temen-temen gue, gue udah ngelakuin itu dan gue sanggup. Tapi kalo untuk diri gue sendiri? I don't think i could.
Kalo emang lo buat gue, lo pasti bakal jadi milik gue dan sama gue walaupun lo mampir dulu ke orang lain. Tapi kalo lo emang bukan buat gue, gue harap orang lain yang jadi milik lo bisa sayang ke lo melebihi rasa sayang gue ke lo saat ini, gue harap dia bisa bikin lo bahagia, bisa bikin lo nyeritain semua masalah lo kayak waktu lo sama gue. Dan yang paling utama, gue yakin lo bakal jadi cowok yang baik buat dia.

Love you.

Hilang.

Hilang.

Yap, itu yang lagi gue rasain sekarang. Tepatnya sih kehilangan. Pernah ngga sih lo ngerasain kehilangan? Sedih gitu. Mulai dari kehilangan benda yang lo sayang banget sampe kehilangan orang yang lo sayang banget. Pernah? Haha. Sedih ngga? Nangis? Nyesek ya? Sama. Gue juga gitu pas tau dia gaakan ada disini lagi, disamping gue. Well, dia ngga pergi selamanya juga sih, tapi gue ngerasa gue gaakan ketemu lagi sama dia. Pernah lo ngerasain kayak gitu? Itu yang sekarang lagi gue rasain. Dia masih hidup, masih napas, masih ada, tapi gue ngerasa....... kosong. Engga, dia ngga jadian sama orang lain, tapi sekarang dia ngga bakal bisa lagi ada disamping gue kalo gue lagi sedih, kalo gue lagi pengen seneng-seneng bareng dia, kalo gue lagi bete, kalo gue lagi pengen curhat-curhatan sama dia. Gabakal ada dia lagi disamping gue.

Orang bisa bilang, "bbm aja!" atau "sms aja!" atau "telpon aja!" tapi beda rasanya disaat lo bisa cerita in person and face to face. Looking at each others eyes, laughing together, do that wrestling thing.... Beda ya? Pasti. Gue kangen bercanda bareng sama lo, gue bakal kangen sama semuanya.

Ngga biasanya gue ngerasain yang kayak gini. Mungkin karena gue sayang sama lo, jadi gue lebay gitu sampe nangis. Tapi, namanya orang udah sayang dan udah nyaman banget tuh pasti susah kan ngelepasnya? Susah kan buat ikhlasinnya? Lo pikir gampang ngejalanin semuanya tanpa lo? Engga. Sebelum ketemu lo, gue emang bisa ngejalaninnya, tapi setelah ketemu lo..... you complete me. Karena ada lo gue belajar sabar, karena gue ketemu lo jadinya gue ngerti sifat-sifat orang yang beda-beda dan ngga pernah gue paham kenapa mereka bisa begitu. I know it'd be cheesy if I say I can't go on without you right here next to me, and of course lebay. Tapi itu yang gue rasain kalo ngga ada lo. Bete. Ngga tau mau ngapain.

Biasanya kalo gue sama lo lagi bbman/smsan gitu terus gue bete atau sedih, lo langsung kerumah gue. Lo langsung nyamperin gue supaya gue ngga bete lagi. Inget kan? Sekarang siapa yang bakal kayak gitu ke gue? Siapa yang bakal se-peduli itu ke gue kalo bukan lo? Lo itu temen main gue, temen yang selalu ada buat gue. Gue sayang sama lo. Gue nyaman sama lo. This "just friends" situation between you and me is killing me inside. But, I have to smile on the outside yea :") Karena lo, gue belajar ikhlas. Tapi susah banget buat ngikhlasin lo pergi dari sini. Sedih sih, tapi mau diapain lagi? Gue juga ngga bisa ngapa-ngapain kan? Gue ngga bisa berbuat apa-apa.

Gue cuma berharap yang terbaik buat lo, semoga lo bisa dapetin apa yang lo mau, semoga lo bisa bahagiain orang yang lo sayang dan sayang sama lo. Semoga lo nyaman disana. Semoga sukses terus disana. Jangan lupain gue disini, ya. Gue gabakal lupa sama lo kok. Never for a million years. Gaakan. Oh iya, one more thing I need to say to you, kalo lo nemuin yang bisa bikin lo nyaman dan lo akhirnya jadi sama dia, gue ngga gapapa. Gue pasti sedih. Gue ngga mau munafik, gue maunya lo seneng sama gue, lo bahagia sama gue, cuma gue yang bisa bikin lo ketawa&senyum. Maaf ya kalo ada kata-kata yang lo ngga suka, tapi ini perasaan gue, ini yang gue rasain. Makasih ya buat semuanya. Iya, gue tau kita bakal ketemu lagi, tapi...... someday. Yea, someday. Bye, love! Fly as high as you can to reach all your dreams! ;)

Buat lo.

Hey,

Apa kabar? Gue harap sih lo baik-baik aja ya ngejalanin semuanya. At first, I was going to tell you all of these stuffs in person, but then...... Gajadi. Susah haha. Ketemu juga ngga terlalu sering. Jadi gue ngomong disini aja ya? Gue tau sih kemungkinannya kecil lo bakal baca tulisan gue disini tapi, apa salahnya gue coba? Udah deh cukup basa basinya.

Gue kangen lo. Selalu. Yea I know it sounds cheesy or something tapi ini beneran. Kangen bercanda bareng lo, kangen chat sama lo, kangen ngegila bareng lo hahaha. Gue kangen the way you told me things, like you own the whole world, ekspresi lo dan gerakan tangan lo, suara lo apalagi. Ngga flat. Gue suka banget waktu lo curhat sama gue. Funny. Gaada yang bisa nyamain gaya curhat lo. Gue kangen senyum lo yang cute and sweet. Gue kangen wangi parfum lo which smells like my dad and/or my big bro. Gue kangen suara motor lo. Gue kangen lo didepan rumah gue malem-malem manggil nama gue sama temen-temen lo. Gue kangen hangout sama lo. Gue kangen permainan gitar lo yang ngga jelas tapi lucu dan unforgettable. Gue kangen main sindir-sindiran sama lo. Gue kangen late night chats kita berdua. Gue kangen mata lo, pipi lo, badan lo yang sok sixpack itu hahaha. Gue kangen banget sama lo. Udah berapa lama ya kita ngga ketemu? We should meet up sometimes!

Gue masih inget semua yang pernah kita laluin. Mulai dari yang seneng sampe yang sedih banget. Gue masih inget the first day I saw you at the school corridor walking towards me and I.......... Smiled. Gue masih inget pertama kali kita bbman/smsan/telfonan. Gue masih inget banget the very first time we actually talked in person face to face, we were laughing at each other and throwing jokes hahaha yea, I still have it on my mind like it happened yesterday. It plays on my mind like a movie. Still. Gue gaakan bisa lupa pertama kali lo jemput gue untuk pergi bareng ke sekolah dan anter gue pulang dari sekolah. Gue masih ingeeeeeet setiap topik yang kita obrolin di bbm/sms. Gue masih inget waktu lo lagi sakit dan nyokap gue nyuruh minum obat and that day was the first time you met my mom, right? Yea, gue masih inget. Oiya, inget ngga pertama kali gue cerita tentang bokap gue yang super gabut tapi gaul itu? Hahaha you laughed! 

Gue sayang sama lo. Gue tau itu mungkin ngga penting buat lo, tapi ini perasaan gue. Gue bisa jadi 'gue' disamping lo, disaat ada lo, pas kita lagi berdua. Lo ngga ngerubah attitude lo ketika lo lagi sama temen-temen lo dan ada gue disitu, lo tetetp 'lo' yang gue kenal. Lo bisa bikin gue senyum, ketawa, sampe nangis juga bisa. Gue nyaman sama lo. Nyaman banget. Gue gatau lo ngerasain yang gue rasain atau engga ke gue, tapi gue cuma pengen lo tau kok. Thanks for reading, boy. I do really care about you <3

Semua Tentang A.G.F.A.R :)

Jadi, dia itu namanya panjang loh. Liat kan di judul postingan ini? Yup, his name is Adam Ghaffar Firnandi A. R. It's hard to remember the last 2 words because he barely talks about it. Sooo yeah, I once heard it but I couldn't keep it on my mind hehe sorry ya ;) Let's talk about the way he........ is. Dia yang pake hoodie GAP. Well, I actually have the exact same white GAP's hoodie as him. Gue punya hoodie itu duluan dan dia jatuh cinta sama hoodie gue & akhirnya dia beli juga..... Ok dia itu anaknya lucu, as in funny and silly. He's kinda crazy, and a little bit mean. Tapi bukan 'mean' yang kayak nenek sihir or something with dark magic gitu, dia itu jahat well jahatnya anak SMA ya gimana sih yaaa. Suka ngecakkin temen-temennya. he's SUPER annoying. SUPER. Gue gatau waktu kecil dia dikasih makan apa, pokoknya dia itu super nyebelin tapi nyebelinnya itu yang bikin gue suka kangen dijailin sama dia. He has a very sexy lips :* hahaha bibirnya lucu bgt uuuuuu hehe. Gue suka banget kalo dia udah ngomong "yeee apaan sih lu?" gitu. Solanya kalo dia ngomong gitutuh lucu banget, like no one could ever replace his "yeee apaan sih lu" accent! Seriously. Well, he loves making fun of our friends in class, he cheats all the time! Especially when it comes to homework, dia pasti nyontek. Hmm, gak pasti juga sih but usually. Seringnya seperti ituuuu hehe peace out ya dam. Sebenernya Adam itu anaknya asik kok kalo lo udah kenal sama dia. Dibalik sifat nyebelinnya itu, he's a good listener & a geart mood booster! Disaat gue lagi bete, galau, sedih, pokoknya gapunya semangat hidup gitu, dia bisa ngehibur gue dengan tingkahnya dia yang kinda freak yet funny gitudeeeey. Gue cinta banget deh sama dia kalo dia ngelawak, abis lucu gituuuu! Hahaha. Lo mau tau dia suka ngomong apa aja? Well, he has a twitter account @adamgfr. Go see it yourself ;) Well, I think that's all i can say here. Just FYI, this post is NOT the "Ok, this  is about you. & you. Both. :-)" second part. I haven't write it yet because I don't know where to start hehe. Ok soooo, this is all about Adam :-)

Ok, this is about you. & you. Both. :-)

Heyyo!

Long time no read my writes, eh? Sooo, langsung to the point aja deh ya. Gue mau menceritakan *ea* seseorang, well, actually, dua orang yang udah turned my world upside down.

Ok, the first one I am going to tell you is the one that I've kown sonce the 8th grade. I can't tell you his name, but I'll give you a hint, his name starts with R ends with A. My friends and I sometimes call him "18". Got a clue? Haha gue pertama bbm-an sama dia itu waktu gue lagi di ruma gue yang di jatipadang dan disana itu sinyalnya sangat amat TIDAK mendukung. Gue kesel. Bete. Tapi gue seneng sm dia. Dia itu anaknya asik, seru, lucu, dan jail. Pokoknya seruuuuuu banget deh. Teruuuus gue jadi deket banget sama dia gitu kan yeaaaa, terus gue jadi sayang sama dia :'( pokoknya sejak kelas 8 semester dua tuh I just can't get him out of my mind, I always think about him all the time since then. While I'm on a crazy crush on him, he loves another girl. Well, I die a little inside but it's not his fault though, the blame is on me, I didn't tell him that I'm on a major crush on him. Ok, I got jealous, like freaking jealous, and it makes me crazy. Like, how in the hell did this feeling got into me? Gue GAK PERNAH ya ngerasain yang namanya cemburu and all those kind of shits. Pokoknya tuh..... It feels like every night I wanna scream like AAAAAAAAAAAAAA OH MY GOD gitu deh hahaha, ironic, huh? Yeaaa yea. Sumpah, waktu itutuh ya gue tu jadi cepet kesel gitu deh, I was like "anjrit, how did this happen to me? Kenapa coba gue harus ngerasain ini? Ffffuuuu." Gue coba move on, tapiiiiiiii susahnya itu buset parah kaco ngelebihin susahnya soal ulangan MTK tentang logaritma&trigonometri! Lebih susah daripada waktu lo disuruh nyari si 'X' pasangannya sih 'Y' gitu HUFT. Anjir kalo lo tau gimana perasaan gue waktu itu ya ISH emosi banget gue woy ngeliat dia so sweet banget sama ceweknya. Tapi gue bisa apa? Gue bisanya dengerin love songs di pojokkan rumah gue sambil twitteran atau curhat sama temen gue. Atau diem disitu. Yes, stay still. Bener-bener diem, macem anak tiri abis dimarahin sama ibunya. Sedih ya? Lebay? Emang. Gue gatau harus gimana. Bete. Capek. Yaaaa bagi para wanita yang pernah merasakan ini pasti ngerti lah ya. Lo gak suka ngeliat dia sayang sm cewek lain, taip lo gak bisa ngapa-ngapain. Mantep gak tuh? Enaaaak banget deh rasanya beuuh. TOP. Sampe akhirnya gue deket lagi sama dia, tapi ngga lama, because during our closeness, he changed. He became colder. He wasn't him for not-so-very-long time but, it is to me. Ok, we lost contact. Like, we totally didn't say hi on bbm at all, or on twitter. AT ALL. Do you know how it feels to be like that for a long time with someone you love? Yeah, I was feeling like HELL. The deepest, hottest, most torturing hell of all hell. And the worst part is he didn't feel the same way. Sedih banget anjir hati gue hancur berkeping-keping menjadi butiran debuuuuuu uouo *ok jangan ketawa karena pas ngetik ini gue ketawa HAHA ok bye* YEAAA sebenernya ngga gitu juga sih HAHA biasa aja kaliii. Dia. Tapi kalo gue? Gabisa biasa *ea* haha. Seriously, mau jedot-jedotin kepala tau ngga sih rasanya rawrrrr. Selang berapa lama gitu ya akhirnya kita baikan yeay! Apaansi baikan, berantem aja engga-_- ya pokoknya everything went back to normal. NAAAH terus gue main kerumahnya for the fucking first time. Ok. Calm down. OK. ANJRIT GUE SENENG ABIS COY. Ok santai aja kali, Kar. Gue main tuh dirumah dia sampe maghrib trs dia anter gue balik tapi cuma sampe depan perumahannya dia aja hehe. NAH, sebelum gue balik, gue ngasih buku kecil gitu ke dia yang isinya tuh tentang dia gitu lah yeaaaa. Gak lama setelah gue sampe rumah, dia sms gue gitu bilang makasih sama buku yang gue bikin dan gue kasih ke dia. Kalo aja gue bisa cerita disini ya sms yang dia kirim isinya apa aja, pasti gue ceritain deh, tapi gue gabisa :-( pokoknya abis itu gue seneng banget parah gitu deh hahaha biasalah cewek yakan.

Ok, tanggal 11 juni 2012 gue ngomong ke dia kalo I got this major crush on him since the 8th grade. Dan dia udah tau. Mau mati ngga sih lo? :') HAHAHA ok agak lucu sih tapi tetep aja yaampun gue speechless sekaligus legaaaaaaaaaaa pake banget. Makin sayang aja gue sama dia. But then I found out that he's so freaking in love with this one girl. She's sweet as candy. And he loves her sooooo much, like I love my iPod haha. One second after I knew it, I finally realized that he's not for me. He's not the one. And It'd be super hard to win his heart. So, I decided to move on, but I still got him running around in my mind. Too much memories shared with him even though he didn't feel the way I did about him, I won't forget him. I fell in love with him. I loved him. I was in love with him. And I'll always remember that amazing feeling for him. And him. :-)

Lanjut part II, ya!

                                                                                                                                                   XOXO,

                                                                                                                                                    Kay.

The Vampire Diaries

Adam Lambert addicted mode: On. Hell yeah!

Payphone

The Vow

When you smile.....

My bumblebee watch!!!!

I love it!

Hell yeah. Someday!

Yeah, one day.

Made by..... ME!

All the thing that you're into

Okay, sesuai judulnya, gue bakal menjabarkan hal-hal yang lo "masukkin". Maksud gue, bukan yang lo "masukkin", tapi ini mengenai hal-hal yang menjadi obsesi lo, impian lo, cita-cita lo, pokoknya lo banget deh!
Naaaah, sekarang gini, coba lo pikir deh ya udah berapa lama lo kenal twitter, facebook, dan kawan-kawannya yang super canggih yang bikin lo semua bisa nge-stalk tanpa ketauan sama yang di-stalk? Yap! mereka berdua emang bikin addicted. Bikin tugas-tugas terbengkalai, bikin lupa kao besok ulangan, bikin lupa sama pacar dan keinget mantan, bikin galau *ehm*, bikin seneng, bikin kepo, bikin................. melayang! Tapi, bukan cuma dunia maya yang bisa bikin lo addicted dan into it. Bisa juga makanan, misalnya, lo suka banget dan tergila-gila sama sushi, nah, lo usahain deh tuh once a week makan sushi. Ada juga yang tergila-gila sama film x, tiap hariiiiiii tuh manusia kurang kerjaan nonton itu film sampe mabok. Lebay ya? Emang. Admit it, hidup tanpa lebay itu hampa. Iya, kayak Ari Lasso, HAMPA.......

Layaknya makhluk hidup, si "into it" ini juga ada spesies dan tingkatannya. Mau tau/ Iiiiiiih kepo. Pengen banget tau? Oke, here it goes.......................

1. Cuma sekedar suka.
Di tingkat ini, seseorang cuma ngerasain suka sama apa yang dia liat, rasain, icip-icip, pegang-pegang, dan apa yang ada didepannya. Misalnya ada sebongkah cowok kece nan aduhai yang super keren dan pake kaos item lewat didepannya, biasanya kalo orang normal nih ya, cewek normal lebih tepatnya, yaaaah paling cuma ngeliatin sampe bayangannya hilang ditelan ramainya suasana gitu deh sambil berkata "cowoknya kece ya? hahahaha." Yup, just like that.

2.Suka beuuuuuuddddddh!
Kalo ini udah tahap menengah, dimana seseorang akan melakukan hal-hal yang menyakiti orang disebelahnya kalo ngeliat sesuatu yang dia suka beuuuudh. Misalnya, dia ngeliat orang yang ditaksir, nah bisa tuh temen disebelahnya di cubit-cubit sambil bilang "IHHHHH DIA SENYUMNYA MANIS BANGET!! MANGGA GEDONG AJA KALAH OMGGGG" dan temennya cuma pasrah dan bilang "iya iya iyaaaa." Atau da ngeliat salah satu cd lagu yang dia mau, bisa gitu dia masuk ke tokonya, ambil cd-nya, terus dipegangin dan ditatap aja gitu macem orang gila yang matanya berbinar-binar terus dia taro lagi deh di raknya...... And then dia jalan keluar toko sama temennya terus..... "OMGGGG ITU CD YANG GUE MAU BANGET ANJIRRRR!!!! BELIIN GAK LO?!?!" dan temennya bilang "gaada duit, emang gue emak lo" dan orang tadi marah-marah dan melakukan hal yang menyakitkan ke temennya. Kasian.

3. I AM SUPER INTO THIS!!!!!!!!!
NAH! Dari bentuk tulisan diatas aja lo udah bisa tau kan maksud gue apa? Yap, manusia-manusia yang masuk di tingkat ini udah parah. Parah, parah, parah, parah. Dia bakal ngelakuin apa aja supaya dapetin apa yang dia mau. Yang gini nih yang bikin kesel, banyak gaya, talk more do less, bikin mumet. "Bakal ngelakuin apa aja" hahaha itu juga kalo dia berani, kalo enggak? Cuma bisa manyun kayak bekicot pinggir got. Muka dilipet 658987650, badmood, curhat dimana-mana, dan sebagainya. Ngeselin gak? Misalnya nih, dia suka sama cowok tapi cwoknya itu pacar sahabatnya, nah di tingkat ini, oang itu udah gak mikirin perasaan sahabatnya dan ngerebut pacar sahabatnya. Dan begonyaaaaa si pacar itu mau sama dia! Ngeselin gak tuh? rasanya pengen minta mbah dukun bikin voodoo doll terus dijampe-jampe harupat, and voila! You know what i mean, eh? So, ngadepin yang kayak gini musti sabar, lapang dada, dan ikhlas tiada batas. Lo harus bikin dia sadar kalo gak semua yang dia mau bisa dia dapet, right?

Wanna know more? Be Patient! Besok gue bakal ngasih tau yang lebih tentang hal ini. Thanks for reading and bye-bye {}